Untuk sebuah nama . . .

Untuk sebuah nama,

Meski tak pernah ku bersua
Namun ia terucap di sudut bicara
Ku dengar kabar tentangnya di selaksa senja,
Terhentak..., tak ku duga, tak ku kira.
Baru saja ku hening kan sebuah pinta
Tapi titah sang empu-nya kehidupan lain rupanya . . .


Untuk sebuah nama,

Ku kirim kan sebait doa
Dalam sejumput kata
Serta beningnya kilau di kerling mata
Semoga ia mendapatkan tempat terbaik di sisi-Nya

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Untuk sebuah nama,

Selamat jalan . . .

#Pray for Mamih#

quote . . .

Perfer et obdura; dolor hic tibi proderit olim te . . . 

"Be patient and tough; some day this pain will be useful to you. . ."

 

*Cecilia Ahern, Thanks for the memories, 2008* 

 

 

Beri tahu aku caranya . . .

(by Arly Saptoly)


Dingin yang menderu tiba
Di manakah sarang asalnya
Di lubuk hatimu yang terkuak luka
Atau dari nafasku menghembus hampa

Hujan yang turun pertama
Dari manakah gerangan datangnya
Dari hatimu yang diracun duka
Atau dari mataku dirabun damba

Dan angin yang menderu suaranya
Ke manakah ingin menuju ia
Ke kotamu melintasi laut utara
Atau hanya berpusing dalam dada

Maafkan,
Aku masih selalu mengingatmu
Ketika engkau telah merasa tenang dalam kenangan,
Aman tak terjangkau pada masa lampau.
Yang lebih terlalu lagi :
Aku mengingatmu dengan sesungging senyuman rahasia,
Keluh tertahan, dan hati berluruhan.

Maafkan,
Aku belum dapat melupakanmu
Setelah sekian lama silam berlalu.
Bagaimanakah ikan sanggup mengabaikan lautan,
Mampukah kupu-kupu menghalau angin,
Dan mungkinkah bunga menghapus cahaya
Dari ingatan
Setelah mereka terpisahkan ?

Maafkan,
Atau beri tahu aku caranya.



*Twilight Saga : Eclipse

Happy 28th Wedding Anniversary Bapak & Mamak

Today is my parents 28th wedding anniversary. Well, it's quite sad because my younger sister and brother is not home. However, we still decided to throw out a little celebration. My mom bought a greeny-pinky tart in a nearby market and she especially attached two candles to compliment that hehehe... And there we were, just the three of us, celebrated my parents union from November 6, 1982.  

Wow.... it's so amazing that they have spent 28 years of togetherness in so many ups and downs. My dad, he loves my mom in his own way. I never heard him say the "I love you" but he always tries his best to get almost anything that my mom wants. I can easily recall one day when my mom asked for avocados, he didn't say it but I know that he went to almost all markets in town just to find them. My mom, in the other hand, is the best mother ever *haloo....it's her daughter who's writing :)*. She takes care of her family in all ways that she can. And ow yes, she is the best chef in the world. She barely says no for any kind of food that we asked her to cook. If she doesn't know the recipe, she'll find it out right away. Up till now, my daddy's lunch box is always filled by her cook.  

My parents are my strength. They never let me down in any kind of situation that I'm in. I've been through so much "pain" on last year and my dad..well, he's just be there to lend his back for me.  My mom, she's been there too, without a word, comforts my sorrow. I love you so much mom, dad. I wish you both more happiness in many years :) . . .

Just doing La Orange D' Purple

This day was a hectic day. While so, I just can't resist the temptation of being narcissus hehehe.. Well, here are some of them :)

Happy Graduation Day 8w5 :)

Vit.C - Graduation (Friends Forever)


And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:





We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

Time

Take time to THINK, Wind. It is the source of power.
Take time to READ, Wind. It is the foundation of wisdom.
Take time to QUIET, Wind. It is the opportunity to seek God.
Take time to DREAM, Wind. It is the future made of.
Take time to PRAY, Wind. It is the greatest power on earth.
Take time to LOVE, Wind. It is the key of all.

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Source : Anonymous

Choices ?

Today, I streamed myself to the ADS prospectus for once again and found another, confusing-yet-interesting, option for my future university.

This one ?

or this one ?

Both offer various interesting curriculum. Who will reject international field trip of media and communication institutions by Monash Uni? Hello people, it means free traveling around the globe *big grin mode ON*. But again, international internship at Victoria Uni also offers a lot of great opportunities. Not to mention, it has PR subjects, in term of speech belongs to be my - yet undeniable- expertise.

What should i do?

Which one to chose?       

A New Day Has Come

Let past be past. I decide to let it go. I welcome the new day, that just about to come ^_^


I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear
Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought
I had it all
But I was waiting for you

Hush, love

I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has come . . .

Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness,
I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy

Hush, love

I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has come . . .