Untuk sebuah nama . . .

Untuk sebuah nama,

Meski tak pernah ku bersua
Namun ia terucap di sudut bicara
Ku dengar kabar tentangnya di selaksa senja,
Terhentak..., tak ku duga, tak ku kira.
Baru saja ku hening kan sebuah pinta
Tapi titah sang empu-nya kehidupan lain rupanya . . .


Untuk sebuah nama,

Ku kirim kan sebait doa
Dalam sejumput kata
Serta beningnya kilau di kerling mata
Semoga ia mendapatkan tempat terbaik di sisi-Nya

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Untuk sebuah nama,

Selamat jalan . . .

#Pray for Mamih#

quote . . .

Perfer et obdura; dolor hic tibi proderit olim te . . . 

"Be patient and tough; some day this pain will be useful to you. . ."

 

*Cecilia Ahern, Thanks for the memories, 2008* 

 

 

Beri tahu aku caranya . . .

(by Arly Saptoly)


Dingin yang menderu tiba
Di manakah sarang asalnya
Di lubuk hatimu yang terkuak luka
Atau dari nafasku menghembus hampa

Hujan yang turun pertama
Dari manakah gerangan datangnya
Dari hatimu yang diracun duka
Atau dari mataku dirabun damba

Dan angin yang menderu suaranya
Ke manakah ingin menuju ia
Ke kotamu melintasi laut utara
Atau hanya berpusing dalam dada

Maafkan,
Aku masih selalu mengingatmu
Ketika engkau telah merasa tenang dalam kenangan,
Aman tak terjangkau pada masa lampau.
Yang lebih terlalu lagi :
Aku mengingatmu dengan sesungging senyuman rahasia,
Keluh tertahan, dan hati berluruhan.

Maafkan,
Aku belum dapat melupakanmu
Setelah sekian lama silam berlalu.
Bagaimanakah ikan sanggup mengabaikan lautan,
Mampukah kupu-kupu menghalau angin,
Dan mungkinkah bunga menghapus cahaya
Dari ingatan
Setelah mereka terpisahkan ?

Maafkan,
Atau beri tahu aku caranya.



*Twilight Saga : Eclipse

Happy 28th Wedding Anniversary Bapak & Mamak

Today is my parents 28th wedding anniversary. Well, it's quite sad because my younger sister and brother is not home. However, we still decided to throw out a little celebration. My mom bought a greeny-pinky tart in a nearby market and she especially attached two candles to compliment that hehehe... And there we were, just the three of us, celebrated my parents union from November 6, 1982.  

Wow.... it's so amazing that they have spent 28 years of togetherness in so many ups and downs. My dad, he loves my mom in his own way. I never heard him say the "I love you" but he always tries his best to get almost anything that my mom wants. I can easily recall one day when my mom asked for avocados, he didn't say it but I know that he went to almost all markets in town just to find them. My mom, in the other hand, is the best mother ever *haloo....it's her daughter who's writing :)*. She takes care of her family in all ways that she can. And ow yes, she is the best chef in the world. She barely says no for any kind of food that we asked her to cook. If she doesn't know the recipe, she'll find it out right away. Up till now, my daddy's lunch box is always filled by her cook.  

My parents are my strength. They never let me down in any kind of situation that I'm in. I've been through so much "pain" on last year and my dad..well, he's just be there to lend his back for me.  My mom, she's been there too, without a word, comforts my sorrow. I love you so much mom, dad. I wish you both more happiness in many years :) . . .